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Diluted

                I'm cold, I'm ugly
          I'm always confused by everything
           I can stare into a thousand eyes
         But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

       It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
       My heros are dead, they died in my head
        Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
       Something inside me has opened up again

            Thoughts of me exemplified
           All the little flaws I have denied
        Forget today, forget whatever happened
     Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
    I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

     What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

        I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
     Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
     Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
       I decrease, while my symptoms increase

            God what the fuck is wrong
          You act like you knew it all along
      Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

           All I ever wanted out of you was
           something you could never be
            Now take a real good look at
           What you've fucking done to me

       Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
         Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
       Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
         Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

                 I see you in me

          I keep my scars from prying eyes
           Incapable of ever knowing why
      Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer

             Why am I so fascinated by
            bigger pictures, better things
           But I don't care what you think
             You'll never understand me

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Eeyore

            Meet the man that made me
             Greet the can I came from
         Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus
             BLEW it in the back room
              Feelin' like a real goon
             Slam the fuck aside, man
              I'M ON - YOU'RE NOT

           I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH

        Good riddance - though I'm sad to say
               I didn't get to kill you
           Rhetoric - Better look both ways
             I gotta get an arm through
                    STAIN
        What the fuck is up? Get the fuck away
                Run if you want to
         Innocent? You're a guilty conscience
             Laugh last - break through
                    STAIN

               Prepare you fucker

              I don't give a shit, bitch
              I don't give a fuck, bitch
              I don't understand, bitch
                You don't matter
              I don't give a fuck, man
              I don't give a shit, man
              I don't really care, man
              I'm the super sized man

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Eyeless

     Insane - Am I the only muthafucker with a brain?
      I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain
        How many times have you wanted to kill
   Everything and everyone - Say you'll do it but never will

   You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

               I am my Father's son
    Cuz he's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me
                  NOTHING!
       How many times have you wanted to die?
   It's too late for me. All you have to do is get rid of me!

   You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

               It's all in your head
                It's all in my head
               It's all in your head

          I tried - You lied to me for so long
         Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
       Freak on my antics and give me a choice
            Doesn't matter if I give a shit
             It's shit that you gave me

   You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

               It's all in your head
                It's all in my head
               It's all in your head

     Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
           Caring never felt so lame inside
   Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
             Maybe I'll reverse my ride
         Who the fuck are you? FUCK YOU!
        Better suck it up cuz you bled through
             Better get away from me
            Stay the fuck away from me!

           I feel safe - Seems your saved

         LOOK ME IN MY BRAND NEW EYE
 

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Liberate

              Liberate - My madness
              (One of me, all of you)
              Liberate - My madness
                 I just want to...

                Section off myself
        Put a wall up/What the hell have I done
               Keep the dog at bay
               Survive by saving me!
               Values and the game
         Not a fuck-up - Not a part of your lie
       I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond!

               Back off of the shit
                Stand off or I'll spit
                So soft, you forget
           Your garbage in is garbage out
               You don't give a shit
                I won't play the fit
                Get off, get on this
           Your garbage in is garbage out

              Liberate my madness...

              Liberate - My madness
              (One of me, all of you)
              Liberate - My madness
                 I just want to...

                I am not ashamed
          What is vital, isn't always humane
              You can break in vain
             But you can't break away
                Even in my face
          Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
               I can't see from here
             But I can smell your fear

               Back off of the shit
                Stand off or I'll spit
                So soft, you forget
           Your garbage in is garbage out
               You don't give a shit
                I won't play the fit
                Get off, get on this
           Your garbage in is garbage out

      Saved - You're such a slave - I don't expect a
       Name - You don't care - I wasn't witness -
       I can't be a part of a system such as this
    Hard eyes - Glow right - In my - Darkness - Again
      With the sickness, rengade sisters, blisters
      Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness
         Fuck this - How long have I had this?
         I don't need this - Outta my business
          Insert, engage, betrayed, MY GOD
                   FRAUD

              Liberate - My madness
              (One of me, all of you)
              Liberate - My madness
                 I just want to...

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Me Inside

                    Inside!

            Giving into what has got me
          Bleeding, claustrophobic, scarred
            Severed me from all emotion
             Life is just too fucking hard
           SNAP! Your face was all it took
         Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
          Fall on my face, but can't you see?
            This fucking life is killing me!

               Tearing me / INSIDE

             Too far gone, I'm catatonic
              Leaving you to criticize
           Empty shell and running naked
              All alone, lobotomized
         Back and forth between my hang-ups
              It isn't easy to be hated
          Where do ya go? What do ya do?
          Simpleton, impromptu - crazy eight
        I never cared - not once - gotta get away

               Tearing me / INSIDE

             I wasn't promised anything
              You keep mocking me
              But you will never again
         Before you know it - after you're gone

                    GONE

  Somos feos apestamos y pero reinamos joto muthafucka!
 
 

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No Life

               My freedom is best
           Whole country's on house arrest
             And everyone's a suspect
        You can't feel the flow because you died
             Face down on a "suicide"
          The muthafucker's on self-destruct
        Nobody guardin' your back, it's all a front
          SAVE THIS! MY RAGE IS BLISS!
       I'M TAKIN' NAMES AND GETTIN' PISSED!

         Where's Chuck D when ya need him?
          You ain't shit, just a puddle on the
                  Bed spread
               The maniac psycho
             Cool j screamed the shit
              But I still can't believe it
         Man, it's funny that you scare me so
       Just enough to fuck me up again and again
              Hard life is hard as hell
             Better back the fuck on up
                  Cuz this is...

         No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
               (I've got to get out!)
        It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
              (You can't blame me!)

    Can't be real no more - Your mask is skin and bone
     Savor every flavor you want cuz it's not your own
               Bad-ass at bat, man
     Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win
     Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! One more - Seethe!
             Freak like you gotta pair
                Won't be my fault
    When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life
                   This is...

         No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
               (I've got to get out!)
        It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
              (You can't blame me!)

         I can't remember, I don't understand,
         Is it malice that makes you this way?
       Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
          I laugh cuz there's nothing to say
        YOU CAN'T BEGIN TO CONSIDER THE
   PALPABLE HATE IN THE AIR WHEN YOU'RE HERE
      None of us wonder what weather you're under
           You're making it perfectly clear!

            Lights ain't on - shit ain't right
          Never had peace so I had to fight
    Can you look in my eyes when my back's against
  The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
          You're all reality and sound bites
        And the freedom is never in plain sight
       The feelings, the question, the price is too
          Human, for fucking sake - This is...

         No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
               (I've got to get out!)
        It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
              (You can't blame me!)

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Only One

               Pain - made to order

      I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
    Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
    You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
      So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
       Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
      Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
           Entire legion of me, totalitarian
    The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man

    Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
         In other words, consider me branded
      Another version of me, another version of you
          Both barrels - what you gonna do?

             All I hear is human noise
          You made your own fuckin' choice
               I belong to only me
              Silence for my revelry

              I can over die over time
          Filthy hands, stay away from mine
           Every reason is a right to hate
       Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine

             Only one of us walks away

              Somebody explain this
          You don't care cuz you don't exist
          What the fuck is this another joke?
                  Reckoning!

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Prosthetics

           Even if you run... I will find you
              I decided I wanted you
               Now I know...I NEED
      If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought
            Keep in mind - I am with you
         Never left out fate, can't concentrate
                Even if you run...

               YOU WILL BE MINE!
            Ah, fucking you will be mine!
            Ah, fucking you will be mine!
            Ah, fucking you will be mine!

                 I FOUND YOU

           Leanin' out of an open window
          You laughed (my fingers clenched)
            Too perfect, far too careless
         I couldn't help myself - I just took you

 DAMMIT MAN I KNEW IT WAS A MISTAKE (You brought it
                   outta me)

            Better make yourself at home
               You're here to stay
      You won't bother me...If you let me bother you
      All the doors are locked, all the windows shut
            KEEP IN MIND - I watch you
       Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker
                 Even if you run

 What the fuck is different? Man, I can't believe I'm doin' this

 DAMMIT MAN I KNEW IT WAS A MISTAKE (You brought it
                   outta me)
 

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Purity

     Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste
     Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
     ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
     Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying

            Put me in a homemade cellar
            Put me in a hole for shelter
       Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
      I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it

   HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT

   Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
   Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
    Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
      I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging

              I am in a buried kennel
              I have never felt so final
       Someone find me please, losing all reserve
       I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying

          You all stare, but you'll never see
            There is something inside me
         There is something in you I despise

           Cut me - show me - enter - I am
     willing and able and never any danger to myself
      Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
           Or was my tolerance a phase?
             Empathy, out of my way
                   I can't die

                    Purity
 

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Scissors

           I play doctor for five minutes flat
      Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out
            Three bugs, a pound of dust
            Some wind spilled before me
          In the strangest manner that had
             Broke away my tear spout

                AS I LIE THERE
       WITH MY TONGUE SPREAD WIDE OPEN
        A BLACK WIDOW HAD OFFERED ME
             A SWEETHEART TUBE
                 AS I INJECTED
       THE CANDIED HEART THAT I SELECTED
              She said don't hesitate
         JUST DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO!!

       It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
     Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
        I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
      Just let the blood run red CUZ I CAN'T FEEL!

         Biding my time until the time is right
         Biding my time until the time is right
         Biding my time until the time is right
                Biding my time...
                   It's time

                  IT IS - TIMEScissors

           I play doctor for five minutes flat
      Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out
            Three bugs, a pound of dust
            Some wind spilled before me
          In the strangest manner that had
             Broke away my tear spout

                AS I LIE THERE
       WITH MY TONGUE SPREAD WIDE OPEN
        A BLACK WIDOW HAD OFFERED ME
             A SWEETHEART TUBE
                 AS I INJECTED
       THE CANDIED HEART THAT I SELECTED
              She said don't hesitate
         JUST DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO!!

       It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
     Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
        I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
      Just let the blood run red CUZ I CAN'T FEEL!

         Biding my time until the time is right
         Biding my time until the time is right
         Biding my time until the time is right
                Biding my time...
                   It's time

                  IT IS - TIMEI play doctor for five minutes flat
      Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out
            Three bugs, a pound of dust
            Some wind spilled before me
          In the strangest manner that had
             Broke away my tear spout

                AS I LIE THERE
       WITH MY TONGUE SPREAD WIDE OPEN
        A BLACK WIDOW HAD OFFERED ME
             A SWEETHEART TUBE
                 AS I INJECTED
       THE CANDIED HEART THAT I SELECTED
              She said don't hesitate
         JUST DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO!!

       It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
     Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
        I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
      Just let the blood run red CUZ I CAN'T FEEL!

         Biding my time until the time is right
         Biding my time until the time is right
         Biding my time until the time is right
                Biding my time...
                   It's time

                  IT IS - TIME
 

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Spit It Out

      Since you never gave a damn in the first place
       Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
  Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
             And the verdict is guilty...

            ...MAN NEARLY KILLED ME
           Steppin' where you fear to tread
 Stop, drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM THE GIT-GO!
     BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID COCKSUCKER
   Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I
                    thought
               Always is, never was
         Foundation made of piss and vinegar
   Step to me, I'll smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT!
       Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
      Is there any way to break through the noise?
     Was it something that I said that got you bent?
          It's gotta be that way if you want it
           Sanity, Literal Profanity HIT ME!

                 SPIT - IT OUT
          All you wanna do is drag me down
           All I wanna do is stamp you out

    Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder
   Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise
                 Step up, fairy
    I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
               Straight to the dome
        You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
   If you know what's good - sit, shut up and beg, brother
      Backstab - Don't you know who you're dissin'?
  Side swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE KISSIN'!
   BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY, HALFWAY HAUSER
        Can't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
        Step up, and you get a face full o' tactic
        Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
        You got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN'
      Now you start shit? Well, ain't that somethin'?
    Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want
       But I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind you!

                 SPIT - IT OUT
          All you wanna do is drag me down
           All I wanna do is stamp you out

          'Bout time I set this record straight
      All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
         Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
      Where YOU gonna be in the next five years?
      The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
   Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
    You got DICK when they passed out the good stuff
                     Bam
  Are you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH - HAD ENOUGH

          FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemies!
          FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemas!

                 SPIT - IT OUT
          All you wanna do is drag me down
           All I wanna do is stamp you out.

 

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Surfacing

             Running out of ways to run
               I can't see, I can't be
          Over and over and under my skin
          All this attention is DOING ME IN!

         FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
     FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
           DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
               DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
             DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

          Picking through the parts exposed
             Taking shape, taking shag
          Over and over and under my skin
         All this momentum is DOING ME IN!

         FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
     FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
           DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
               DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
             DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

       You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
         Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
        Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
        Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
            When I get my hands on you
            Ain't a fuck thing you can do
        Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
        I am the very disease you pretend to be

         I am the push that makes you move
 
 

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